So what about you? Are you interested in anyone? Having a crush on someone? In love with even?
Me: hmmppfff… Well there’s this guy. I’m trying to convince myself I can just be friends with him, because I know he’ll probably never think of me like that.
I know not of love
neither what love is
nor what love does
I have not experienced life
to me it is a word on blank pages
Though I try to believe it will find me
if I keep scribbling pensively
my words repeatedly create patterns
of sore nothingness
Even so; I continue these motions
back and forth
smearing ink and drops of water
in a mixture of utter surrender
to the life and the love
I never did caress.